In a new relationship. With Myself

"life is too short to spend so much time being upset about something that is forever evolving, wishing for a different form or covering up the real and beautiful parts of us..."

Morning Mantra : Sorry body for being such a bitch …

Im in a new relationship.

With myself.

I’m honestly so sick of being upset with this #powerhouse.

Yes under all the positivity there is self doubt. (I'm only human) I’ve been very open about my physical journey. In the past 5 years alone I’ve lost & gained while having my sons.

It’s been a trip. I’ve been frustrated , angry and sad. I was impatient. I was unrealistic. I was being a bitch. Straight up.

But to be honest , I’m sick and tired of hating this form. And really starting to love my body again. Even with all the fluff. I think it’s kinda cool. For the past 6 months I stare at myself naked and talk nicely to the things I don’t care for. I say what’s up to my stretch marks, belly blub and thick thighs. Sometimes it’s a struggle but I’m starting to see this new love affair with the junk in my trunk.

Honestly life is too short to spend so much time being upset about something that is forever evolving, wishing for a different form or covering up the real and beautiful parts of us.

A size 4 might never happen (talk to me in another year) but I’m not gonna wait for that goal to be crushed and my mentality to be the same. It’s a pattern. I hit a goal and I’m not satisfied. So I’ve decided to let go of that bin of pre baby clothes that are too tight, low rise or revealing. Instead I’m opening up space for what accentuates this bod. Still fun , questionably revealing , but totally filled with LOVE of MY body.

Drop a comment with a positive comment about your body ! Or if you feel me

Peace & LOVE,

Nikki